Well to hell with that then

Me and Wit broke up but I'd say it was definitely for the best. It pains me to have hurt her but the experience was a learning one. However I definitely wouldn't change where I am now, this is for the best and honestly I'm happier now than I've been in a while. I've moved home to the wonderful little town of Springville Utah! I love it down here. Anyways this is just a little update. Uneasiness still settles over me from time to time and I feel a need to run. Like there's always some place of wonder and mystery just beyond the next hill.
So I've been attending a YSA ward in Provo and a singles ward sure is interesting! Enough said there. My current passion is fly fishing. I'm trying to learn the best that I can on my own but I'm getting the hang of it! Well I'm rambling g as usual and it's getting boring but I'll try to keep up with this again.

Life Happens

Sometimes we are hurt, lost, and broken. Life happens. Sometimes we are down, beaten, and bruised. Life happens. Sometimes we cry, scream, and wonder why. But life still happens. Sometimes though, we smile, and we laugh, and we sing. Because life happens. Sometimes we're amazed, surprised, taken back, when life happens. Sometimes we forget to love and love and smile, and were allowed to do these things because, life happens.

Every thing can change in the blink of an eye, so keep on blinking 'till you cry cry cry.

Disneyland Day 1

Just took off, don't know if I like that feeling as far as being comfortable with it, however it was cool, very cool. We boarded our first plane and the door wouldn't shut properly so after an hour or so on that plane we walked across the airport to another plane. It wasn't long before the second plane was ready to take off. And as take off drew nearer my anxiety grew. This was only the second or third time I'd been on an airplane and I was younger my first time. It's been quite a while since then and I was nervous. We're up in the air now and the plane is really shaky!

St George

Friday afternoon I left with my Mom, Step-Dad, sisters, and Step-sister to St George for my little sister Emily's Gymnastics meet! Any excuse to get out of this freezing weather is a good one. Anyways I was a long drive but it's always a blast to be with Mom and Will, it's so much fun. We stayed at the Courtyard Marriott hotel which did not have a free breakfast, but it was a nice hotel! It was a nice hotel indeed.
I went with Emy, Meg, and Bailey down to the pool and hot tub, the pool was really small but we had fun! Then I watched Skyfall in the hotel room. Skyfall is such a fantastic movie! Mom and Will loved it!
The next day we headed to the gymnastics meet early that morning, but there was a marathon going on out front and we couldn't get into the parking lot, so mom preceded to get out of the car and stop runners and she was yelling as it was just embarrassing... And extremely hilarious! Well Em did great at her first meet! Lots of posts, pics, and videos on Facebook! The whole trip was a blast I'll post some more about it later!
Alright so it's later, we did the little narrows which was a blast, except I almost got stuck, had to suck in that gut of mine! Anyways I'm just gonna post some pics!

Today

I want to go sledding, and exploring, and get into a dangerous situation, only to escape at the last second with my life!! Today was an average day, for the most part, up at three thirty, stumble to the bathroom, in good news I didn't fall over in the shower this morning!
Had some toast, yup.. I'm rambling about boring, boring day, boring stories, time for an exciting adventure, heck there's three feet of snow out there! It's a brand new world to explore! I'll keep you posted!

Just Another Day

Got up this morning... Wow it was a hard morning, three thirty comes early and hard. Rolled off the couch and stumbled to the bathroom for a shower.. Lukewarm again.. gotta love that! Anyways after getting to work it was just a slow day, no truck meant nothing for us to do at 4 AM. So I just plugged in those earphones and listened to Disney songs, trying to get all pumped up for Disneyland in a couple weeks! So excited!!
Well after that playlist ended I listened to some Brad Paisley, and I was just thinking to myself, I wish I could have just one shot, one shot to sing, one shot at recognition on a stage, could I turn my life around onto a completely different course? Would I even enjoy it? Would performing maintain all of its excitement?
Well after dwelling on this for quite some time and wishing I wasn't here so early, I realized the one thing that would make me just as happy, in face way more happy than a life of fame and wealth, happier than anything else could ever make me, would be a decent house on a good sized piece of land, my beautiful wife to fall asleep next to each night, kids playing in the yard, a truck in the garage, and maybe even a couple horses. My. Life. Would. Be. Perfect. I'd go fishing with my boys each Saturday before getting some work done in the yard, and if I had a little girl she could come with Daddy, and I'd get her a little pink fishing pole. My little princess, I'd have two trees and a hammock in the yard. Okay maybe more than two. But at least two for my double sized hammock where me and my sweet wife would lay out on on a Sunday afternoon after church and watch the kids play in the summer sun. More than anything my family would know every day that their dad, husband, brother, uncle, or son, whatever I am to them, loves them. And would never let any harm or wrongdoing fall on them. But most especially my wife, she will be treated as a queen among women. And she will know she is loved. That is my ideal life.